The Ripped Soul

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Dear all,

I just wanted to thank all of you guys for the lil' gifts, be it from one ball of chocolate to the 2 smallest packets of gummies. Its the thought that counts, and I thank all of you. Special thanks goes to Zac, my "guardian angel" who got me that funky lookin bandanna. Thanks buddy!

Well, its been a year, and I just wanted to apologize for all the times where I've had that sour look on my face, to whoever it is I've shown it to.. And oh yes. The vulgarlarities and profanities.. Heh. Hopefully y'all know I love you guys still. Heard that?

I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS STILL.

Yeah. And bout the gifts.. Loadsa thanks to Na and Nick for getting me the BUTTERCUP plush. HAHA. And yeah.. Na, no worries. You're still Mrs Prof to me despite the bossy-ness. LOL!

Well guys.. a year has gone past, and we're still standing. Hopefully we still stand where we are next year. Despite some leaving for NS and studies abroad. We'll miss y'all! Heh. Hopefully they'll come back to us when they're all done with their thangs.

Hmm. Guess that's all for now. Hope all you guys get to see this before the year ends. May all you fellas have the merriest Christmas and the happiest new year(s) in time to come.

Merry Christmas!!

All my Love,

Jess a.k.a. Buttercup.

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And just like that, Christmas came, and Christmas gone. Crazy huh? How time flies by so fast. Next thing before I know it, I'll be wearing white shoes and boring yellow-blue uniform. The thought makes me sick. Looks like everyone else is happy I'm going back to school. Dawn said I should go do O's at least cos Mainstream is cheaper by tons more dollars when compared to those crap private institutions. Aunt Maureen said I should just shut up and do O's just as my mother can afford. Long lost uncle Vic was disappointed I never made it to Express. My crew in LC are all telling me to go for it, just ONE more fucking year. If I don't go, I'd have wasted all my 10 years of Education.

Fuck it, lah.

So yeah. After all that constant pressure from everyone around me, I just decided to go back. Sulk my way around for the last year. Tomorrow after my mom pays the fees and after I sign the form, the V-to-the-P wants to talk to my mother. Bet she's gonna complain her guts out. Me scolding teachers bitches and all. On blog.

I don't wanna see OR hear what she's gonna say.

Anyway. About my Christmas this year.. looks like it turned out quite alright? The gift exchange.. something was missing somewhere. But none the less, Auggy rocked, lah. "Who lives in a pineapple under the sea.." hahaha. Fucker. And all of the guys and me fooling around with the vodka and barcadi. What the hell.. I nearly got drunk, but nah. I didn't ask for any race or started hopping about on the road in hope for a car to knock me down. So yeah. Just VERY high.. but not drunk. Sigh..

Hmm. I loved Christmas Mass tho. WE ROCKED BIG-FRIGGIN-TIME! Despite me being late and suffering a major-headache and going off-key for 6 times thruout mass cos of my sore throat. Lost my voice due to Auggy's joke. Was laughing like MAD! Heh. The Celebrant was a pain in the fucking arse though; just ended the mass and walked off without thanking us.. Asshoooole. But we got the applause from the congregation after our finale with THE bang! Hah. Was thrilled. Excited. Gay. REAAAALLY HAPPY. HAHAHA.

Visiting relatives was relatively okay. Just hate it when they start questioning of why I didn't make it to Express, how I did for N's and when they start talking about O's and how good it is, yadayadayada. Balls.

Hmm. Aight y'all. I gotta go now.. guess I'll cya fellas during dinner later at ALOHA! ? Hawaiian shirts, berms, slippers, drinks, dinners, and alot of puke all over the place. Heh. Oh well...

Merry-fucking-Christmas you bastards. Have fun.