The Ripped Soul

I'm heartbroken, I 've been crying my eyes out for 5 hours now, I'm having a splitting headache, and I am in one hell of a fucked up dilemma.

I want to believe you, I want to believe he's being an asshole, I want to believe that you never did such things to hurt me like this.

But tell me something. How can I believe that when he's telling me my own secrets of which I never told anyone else except you, babe?

Someone please just hug me tight and tell me its all wrong. Tell me I've got it all wrong. Tell me what I want to hear.

I've had enough heartbreaks on my list. I've had enough of people lying, I've had enough of people who are all out on ruining my life, I've had it with people who make me believe they LOVE me but don't, deep in their hearts.

I've had enough of all of it.

I need a couple of shots.