The Ripped Soul

School today? Lets say it was a bitch. She's acting just like them. Talking and acting big whenever they're around, but being my bootlicker whenever they dump her off. She called me FAT in chinese, you know? The fucking guts. Don't know why I didn't stuff a broom up her white boneless ass and call her a fucking retard.

*during the NAFPHA test at PE*
me: wah. not bad ah. joey runs damn fast for a sleeper.
her: yah what. people with long skeeny legs can run damn fast de. but you ah.. dunno how come you can run fast ah.. haha. miracle ah. hahaha.

And she does this act like I'm a sumo wrestler. Flexing horizontally kinda thing.

I swear... if God gave me the strength to punch someone SO hard, they'll fly to Pluto, she'll be the first one there.

I seriously can't stand people like her. That time, she came crawling to me, telling me that they're the scum, they're the bitches, they're the backstabbers, they're the people who neglected her. WHAT ABOUT HER NOW? HOW IS SHE DIFFERENT? Just the same. Just like them. All them cheena bitches.

Went out with them. Met him first for dinner. Kallang Fucking Centre. Get the joke? KFC. Heard him brag on and on and on about drinking, getting drunk, clubbing...

Doesn't sound fun since I've already been there done that.

Then heard him talk about things. His future. Wannabe pilot. Fly around the world. And how he's such an asshole.. wanting to put his parents in a home, screwing her off. OKAY, I know I'm not supposed to be friends with her or anything, but he was seriously being a bitch. He was telling me how she was telling him not to be a pilot cos the plane can crash and he can die.. and you know what he said? YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND ANOTHER ONE WHAT. But I don't blame him. Last time I checked, she did time someone else on him.. the player playing in the name of love. Sigh.

But he's no different. Going clubbing, dancing with girls, getting high, getting drunk.. oogling at babes at his workplace..

Thank God I'm not attached to him. First, I'll make sure he goes blind, second, I'll make sure his tongue is cut. Then finally, balls - castrated.

Went to the shop, saw her, didn't say Hi. Okay, throughout the "outing".. I didn't talk to her or look at her. At all. Call me a bitch - I don't care. I don't like her. I don't like the way she plays me out. Plays him out. I don't like how she just can't be trusted. Get? End of discussion.

Didn't know how to play DotA. He taught me. Killed me mostly so he'll win. Asshole. But its okay. I kicked his ass in CS. Killed him a couple of times. Slapped his head a couple of times when he gave me headshot. And she did the same when he did that to her. Almost felt like how it was back then.

Heartache.

Played some music. Plugged in. Behind these hazel eyes blasted through my speakers. My lover called to check on me to see if I died yet. I love that girl lah. She really saves me. But at the wrong time. Don't blame her.. I forgot to tell her to call me at 7 - not 545pm. Couldn't talk much. He was sitting right next to me. Hung up after telling her I'll update her online.

Played Generals. Had fun. Joined his team - kicked some tight ass. Finished at 7, got off. Waited patiently for her call. He kept walking and talking to her, so I walked ahead. He called out for me to wait. I did. He caught up with me - with her - and he talked to me. What's my future like. Where do I wanna go. Laughed when I told him I wanted to go to ITE. Waited for abit, told me he's so shagged but then he's still going to Zouk later. Ride bike. License lost somewhere at home. HAHA. Her bus came, he left with her. Slapped my tummy before waving goodbye.

I thank him for the treat. He shouts back "you owe me one."

He gets seated, I wave goodbye. He waves back. The bus goes away slowly. My heart hardens.

Nope, the butterflies didn't fly like F16s. Nope, the world didn't go blur when he talked to me. But I heard every single heart beat thump in my ears like as if a gun was pointed to my head.

This guy, he got me shook - NOT.

Come home, find out that the little bitch added me on MSN. But you know what? I'll play her game this time. I'll add her. But when she talks.. *shrugs* I'll be AFK - supposedly.

Wonder what the hell does she want from me now..