The Ripped Soul

I finally got it. My PSP.

Decided to stick with the value pack. Afterall, why would someone lower the price drastically and be so desperate for customers? Right?

Anyway.. that all aside.

Was just so goddamn infuriated yesterday. You know, I love my PSP. To bits and fkg pieces. When I brought it over cos he asked me to, he couldn't care less. Then when my mama G got "interested" .. she started giving sarcastic remarks about my new lover.

"Oh.. so this is what you spent $320 on? Just for this thing alone?"
"oh.. must hold like this ah? wahh.. "

And some other shit lah RAH. Can't fkg stand it. Wanna be interested, at least even try harder. Don't fucking "act" and be all sarcastic about it. AND BE SO DAMN OBVIOUS that you're NOT even happy for me.

Bitch.

Then just now? Damn MCYS people came AGAIN. And frankly, I'm so damn motherfkg tired already. Meet, meet, meet. Talk, talk, talk. All talk, no actions, nothing.

I'm sick and tired of trying to come to a compromise about my cousin and her sister/mother/father meeting up, I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

I say no. My mum says no.

SO WHY THE FUCK DO YOU STILL INSIST ON THE PARENTS AND KID MEETING UP?

Why do YOU call that woman the kid's mother when she neglected the fucking child for 10 motherfucking years?

Yeah, sure - that's in the past. BUT ITS A FACT. Why the fuck does she even give a SHIT now? Why are you giving that whore priority? All she knows is to have fun. She's like fucking Michael Jackson without the KING OF POP title. She wants kids, but doesn't know how to raise them.

Why come disturb the happy fairytale 10 years later when all the hardwork of raising's been done?

The sisters have ALWAYS been separated. The mother has never seen that child. Never fed a grain of rice. Never bought a present for a christmas, birthday or hari raya even. Never.

People change, sure. BUT LIKE THIS? She can't even fucking fend for herself, what more the kid?

Then he wanted me to let the kids meet up.. some sisterly bonding. They're fighting with each other every damn day over stupid things. She cut herself because of what the sister does, says. What fucking bonding?

Then now because of my rage, my mother's screaming at me. JUST SO ARGGGGGGGHHHHHH.

And the best part of everything? I got no place to run now. No one who'll be there to listen. And wipe all these damn angry tears dry.

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LEAVE THINGS THE WAY THEY FUCKING ARE? WHY DO THEY STILL MESS WITH A HORNET'S NEST WHEN ITS ALREADY BEEN MESSED UP?

WHY BE THE AUTHOR WHO'S TRYING TO CHANGE THE ENTIRE STORYLINE?

10 years, a decade - no boohoo.

The moment the father took that little bitch out of the jail cell, the witch from Snow White ressurrected.

And now the whole damn thing's just so fucking annoying.

Blah. I'm out. Not surprised if i flunk O's. Meetups, screamings, stress.. what the fucking fuck. Where's my motherfkg vodka?