Maroon 5 – Makes Me Wonder lyrics
[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye
[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I...
and so this is goodbye
[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)
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Alot's been happening past week.
My mom called me a racist cos I'm an Indie who hates.. okay, dislikes? the people. I mean, okay, maybe not ALL of them are bad, but say about 80% of them are? Or at least of the handful that I've encountered, 80% of them are. I mean at the toy store, the worst kind of customers I had were all.. you know. Then that day at Lil Indie, the 711 staff SUCKED to the max. I swear. In the service/retail line, the rule to accept is that the customer is always right. Unfortunately, this bitch had the cheek not only to say it out loud in front of me that the promotion sticker was there "just for display", but to say it in the rudest manner possible. Yelling angrily with a "fuck off" face to the newbie cashier. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I PAID FOR 2 BLASTED 100plus bottles? $3.70! You know what was on the promo sticker? $2.40. Makes a hell of a difference, I tell you. The earful I got from my mother later didn't make anything else better either.
Promotion sticker is there just for display. Yeah right.
On better things, went out with Naz and Ria on Saturday night. Seoul garden couldn't get any more funnier with them around. Its a buffet right? You guys should have seen how much food Naz took. She took like 2 tiny paus, 2 tiny siew mais and 2 dumplings. HAHAHAHA. Hilarious. Dinner with them was fantastic. Naz was being all motherly, I kept pushing squids and whatever popping seafoody things to her, and Ria just kept laughing and eating and have a fun time [I hope]...
Then she called. I don't really get her problem. The other time at home, she was crying on the phone, telling me she wanted to quit cos no one taught her how to do stuff @ Exit. So I took out all my notes, told her on the phone how to do what, what to do where and where is what. Talked to her from 12 to 4am in the morning. FOUR AM! And she interrupts me with my buddies on Saturday night and tells me that she wants to quit if she can't get the cashier position back.
WHAT'S THE PURPOSE IN TELLING ME?
Don't fucking understand her. I'm thisclose to actually changing my phone number. Stupid annoying fuck. Still can tell me "oh I don't want to do Exit until someone teaches me how" ....I ONLY HAD ONE DAY TO LEARN EVERY FUCKING THING. What does she want? A whole
ON A HAPPIER NOTE.. the moment I hung up, I walked with Naz and Ria into forever21 and got myself...
AVIATOR SHADES!
Just to make myself happy..
After that, took REALLY hilarious pictures before seeing them off. After I saw them go in, my heart just fell. Okay, I know I bitched-blogged an entry about what she said on msn, but I deleted it. Worst thing that could happen is for the friendship to just fall apart because of words and wrong judgement. Right now, I can say as a matter-of-fact that my world's not gonna be the same without Ria and Debal around. Its weird enough when Jag and Nirmal talk to me on MSN when they're so far away. Sigh... imagine when 4 of them go away!
Life would just be with a giant, a whale and an annoying fish.
Besides Saturday night.. went for mass on Sunday morning. And I think I need to find God again. Felt so lost when mass was going on.. not tryna say that I didn't know how to do the sign of the cross or sing the Alleluia.. just that.. I felt it all had no meaning. Does that even make sense? Must be talking nonsense. So anyway, after mass, Fonz saw the psp's speaker box and they were all having fun with it. Bloody $45 speaks. But they're pretty good. Loud. Heh.
After thaaat.. met Joce and Wayne. Thought we were going to Tangs, but oops, not. SICKENING. Went to AMK just to eat at Mos Burger and go home. See what I mean by ANNOYING? Not gonna fall into any of her Tangs traps anymore.
Was supposed to meet that annoying clown at the store, but decided not to in the end. Somehow I felt that she just has to try. I gave her the basics over the phone, now she just has to apply what she's learnt. If my 4 hour tutorial didn't help her learn something, then not even the notes I'd give her would help. So what the heck.
Tomorrow, going out with Kelvin to buy the psp speakers. At the same time, ask about the remote and the buttons on the speaker. The last time the guy gave the reason being kids with itchy fingers who like to press things. But it seems a bit.. I don't know. If Kelvin's works, don't see why mine should spoil.
Then outings with the gang again for the last time before Ria flies off next week. My heart's sinking already.
Then seeing Ria off. Saddest day ever.
Then outings with AJ and Rach like after a year. Things are gonna be so weird.
Then whatever else that holds in store for me. I know I'm not gonna work till next month most likely. So many people flying off here and there.. it'd be ridiculous to ask for off days here and there.
Then a new song that comes in after Makes me Wonder. If you've heard of GraceKelly, you'll know the singer. This title's 'relax, take it ezy..' Check it.
MIKA LYRICS
Relax (Take It Easy)
Took a right to the end of the line
Where no one ever goes.
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know.
But the pain and the (longings) the same.
(Where the dying
Now I'm lost and I'm screaming for help.)
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.
It's as if I'm scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
It's as if I scared.
It's as if I'm playing with fire.
Scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
Are you scared?
Are we playing with fire?
Relax
There is an answer to the darkest times.
It's clear we don't understand but the last thing on my mind
Is to leave you.
I believe that we're in this together.
Don't scream - there are so many roads left.
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.
It's as if I'm scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
It's as if I scared.
It's as if I'm playing with fire.
Scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
Are you scared?
Are we playing with fire?
Relax
Relax..
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So relax! I know I am. I mean, just listen to Don&Drew podcasts. They'll make you laugh like nutters. Stand up for spore sung in a slipknot style. HAHAHA. Hilarious.
I'm outtie.
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