The Ripped Soul

we're talking about that night when he came over, during my post break-up period and he kissed me.
i was sooo pissed that night.
Like, okay, i broke up with Jess, yes.
don't mean I was over her.
hence, pissed.
VERY.
i didn't talk to him for a longggg time after that.


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I feel sick.

I remember that.. That whole friends with benefits thing. Being next to you in bed and you and him were talking on the phone, and he mentioned that kiss.

God, how I felt like killing myself then.

Seems like you're moving on with him. You've let this go. Given up. Maybe it's time I should too.

Don't know why I gave a shit after that fucking phonecall.

I shouldn't have.

I was kind of looking forward to tomorrow since you said you might pop by TMP. Now I don't think I wanna see your face.

I don't think I ever wanna see your face again. Ever.