The Ripped Soul

Dated Lyn and Joce out on Thursday for the Proposal. Had insane bouts of fun.. Ion Orchard, walking in and out of boutiques like we owned the place - seriously - even freaking Louis Vuitton wasn't spared.

It was good to see them after SO long. Had a lot of fun.. poked a joke at both of them.

"I've got a new girlfriend. And the reason you guys didn't know about it.. that's how long we haven't seen each other."

The looks on their faces..... when they found out who's THE girlfriend.
HAHAHAHA.

Proposal was awesome. Just wasn't in the mood to enjoy that kind of comedy.. but it was funny, nevertheless.

Brought home carebear after. Mom got a shock when I carried the big blue bear in the house.

"WHO'S BEAR IS THAT?!"

Lmao.

Off today, and I missed Anna.. was thinking of surprising her by waiting for her at the bus stop or something, then could catch a smoke with her and catch on life for a minute or 5.

But asshole I was, I couldn't wake up.

So texted her.
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me: Morning banana! How's your day going so far?

her: better now that i got sms from you :P me thinks someone's on rest day today?

me: i should text you more often then. hahaha. yeah, im off today. i was thinking of surprising you by showing up at the bus stop to have a smoke with you and catch up on life for 5 mins but i failed at waking up. hahaha. what time you get off?

her: lucky thing you didnt. i was about 10mins late today. hah! by right, supposed to knock off at 6pm, but knowing that hook will be around and his main priority is to make my life miserable i'd say i'll leave here at 7ish. why, what ideas could you have to tempt me into leaving work at precisely 6pm on the dot?

me: i could say dinner or movie or something, but im sure meeting me would be tempting enough. hahahahaha. god. im so full of myself. how?

her: hurrrrm.. can i bruise your ego a lil' and say that i'll check my schedule, think about it and get back to you after lunch? :P

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Basket right. Hahaha.

Long story cut short, met her after work at Illuma. Felt a little weird.. a little awkward. Maybe because I haven't been seeing her so much lately, or hearing from her at all.. unlike when I was at BDK and her bed used to be my crash landing site 90% of the time. Or maybe it was because I still remember everything from the concert...

Letting go. One thing at a time.

But I had fun with her today.. she telling me stories about work and her life and her family, me telling stories about Lyn and Joce and LV and work and Diz and stuff.

It felt really good to see her laugh when she was talking to Diz about the birds in M'sia.

Talking about phones and I told her about my fascination with the N97. Then she was telling me about phones and sony models.. I hate the new models coming out anyway. Feels like disappointment written all over it.

Had Thai Express for dinner, shared with her.. since I didn't have anything on me. Hah.

Walking out and this yogurt bar place was giving out testing spoons for flavors.

I.
Hate.
Yogurt.

And she found out after that and laughed at me.. because of the look on my face.

Watched GI Joe for the second time and I did what I told Lyn I wanted to do. HAHAHA.

Duke: ANNA! ANNA!! *runs*
me: eh anna, he's calling you. [LOL]

I'm still laughing about it.

While going in, we were fighting over who carries what. Popcorn, drinks, tickets.. And she asked me "how is it that we both get along so well when we're both so stubborn?"

I laughed inside when she asked me that. Because, honestly, both of us ARE stubborn.. and usually 2 stubborn people can't ever get along.

Lol.

So guess that means.. we both know when to give in to each other? That's why there's a balance?

Makes sense to me anyway.

Sigh. Can't ever get enough of her.. or tired of her. I don't know why.

She reminds me of someone? Definitely not she who shall not be named.. but an old friend? Amanda? Sarah? Dawn?

Maybe.. someone, in one of the three. Or a little of all the 3.

I know I love her. She's beyond awesome.

I wish the night didn't have to end and I sure wish I didn't have work later... but like they say, all good things come to an end.

And that was the end.

She sent me home.. when I thought I'd actually have to wait for the first bus home.. or walk home. But she offered a ride back. I know, SO SWEET RIGHT?! I'll die from diabetes one day.

Haha.

So those were my two dates out...

Saturday, Sunday..

Monday, Tuesday off..

Wednesday..

Thursday..

And that's the end of the road for Jones.

Gonna be a little sad.. I'm gonna miss a lot of stuff. And staff.

Most of all, the one thing I worry about is if I'll be treated like a stranger after. Or if Anna and I won't be so close anymore.

Thought of it is kinda.. heartbreaking.

Oh well.