The Ripped Soul

Can't take it anymore. At home and it's nothing but money, money, money. Arguments, money, how much I'm giving.

You know what?

I live here, and on whatever I was having, I give MORE than those 2 fuckers combined. For them to do a simple thing - pay for the internet bill - or for the upgrading cost ...

And it's like fucking asking Santa Claus for a pony.

They don't wanna give, simple. Why? Because they don't get the room they want at the back.

She wants to complain that she's been giving 100 so far, now my mom wants to increase whatever she's supposed to give.

They were talking about it so much earlier I felt like fucking kicking the both of them out.

Go live on the streets if it makes you happy. Or go back to wherever the fuck you guys came from.

And my bitch ass brother?

He's supposed to be the man of the house, but what man is he?

I'm the fucking breadwinner of the damn family now.

And honestly, it's getting quite tiring - especially when what you're giving is totally taken for granted.

Earlier he could happily tell me the moment I got home.

1) "I used the computer last night."
2) "Suddenly the internet connection got cut off, and the cable is not working either."

Those two points were enough to throw me in a RAGE.

When I questioned how the bloody motherfuck the goddamn internet could get cut off, he said he didn't know - he gave $100 to mom already and had no idea what she did with the money.

I nearly lost it.

"I gave mom $100 dollars yesterday what."

He could tell me that.

I fucking give MORE than that PER month.. and I've been working at that shit place of a workplace for how long? 6 months? 7 months?

And he wants to complain about the amount he's giving? Give me a motherfucking break. Seriously.

Then before they left, she could happily ask:

"Eh, wanna go by my workplace? Since you can't use the PC at home, you can surf for free there.."

Felt like fucking throwing all their shit out.

She was supposed to help pay for the damn bill first, and didn't. That's the fucking reason why it got cut. Bitch.

Didn't anyway. Stayed home, watched whatever movies I could on my PC.

7pm, mom got home and told me she'll try and pull some strings with Star. She did. My connection came back. But now she needs to fork out the entire sum sometime middle of this month.

And are those fucks gonna help with anything?

Doubt it.